Academic Read #6: Teaching to Transform

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On the first day of every fall semester I walk into a room filled with wide-eyed and often wildly nervous freshmen.  I usually begin with a statement that goes something like this:

“What we read, think about, and discuss this semester will change the way you look at the world and the way you see yourself in it.”

The majority of my students are not English Majors; many of them claim they dislike reading, and many of them openly admit that they would rather gouge their own eyes out than write an essay on the meaning of the 17th-century poem they see on my syllabus.  Given this reality, I recognize that my claim is astronomically ambitious, but I feel I’d do a disservice to my students if I aimed for anything less…I also know my aspiration is more than just a claim; it is a truth.

When you walk through the halls of Gonzaga University and sit down in a classroom, whether you know it or not, you are seeking more than just an education, more than just knowledge or experience, and certainly more than just degree requirements to eventually land a job.  Your presence here suggests that you seek a deep and abiding transformation of the self.  Your presence in our classrooms and common areas, our dorms and our chapels, our athletic fields and concert halls, is a testament to the fact that you desire to know yourself better. You have taken the first step in beginning a process of transformation from your current self into the “you” you’d most like to be.

It is not a lie when I say this process might very well begin with an “Introduction to Literature” class.  I know that your transformation will occur over time, but I also know that the first inkling of change can come with a hard poem or a challenging novel that forces you to struggle with a seemingly impenetrable, impossible, or even uncomfortable text.  I know that through this struggle you will come to know a great deal about yourself.

And here is the beauty of beginning this process at Gonzaga: you will not be alone.  My fellow professors and I will gladly walk with you on your journey, and we will care about more than just how your personal journey ends; we will care about how you feel along the way.  We will care about you, and we are deeply invested in providing the platform on which you will discover, alter, reimagine, and in turn rediscover yourself.

This personal care and commitment to building a community of learners, a community your professors are also a member of, is a hallmark of Gonzaga’s Jesuit and humanistic educational model that stresses the importance of cura personalis, or “care for the individual person.”  This tradition calls Gonzaga’s faculty to teach with the vision of our students as individuals who hold a vital stake in their own transformation always before us.

As such, I am constantly inspired to offer a learning environment that reaches well beyond the walls of our classroom and into the lived experiences of my students.  I strive to assign texts that open up avenues to new ideas that explode into meaning because they authentically speak to not just our minds but also our souls and our humanity.

I am not interested in forcing students to read and write for a requirement.  I am interested in inviting students to thoughtfully consider the deep reciprocity between the stories we tell and the experience of being human.  I often have the pleasure of seeing my classrooms pulse with life as the result of a meaningful emotional shifting a poem or a beautifully ironic moment in a play where we don’t know if we should cry or laugh.  These moments leap off the pages and straight into our hearts, and as a result, we become ignited with not just the spirit of the text, but with a greater understanding of our shared humanity.  It is a remarkable thing to see a young woman or man engage in this process of discovery and connect with a voice from another time or even find a voice that speaks to this moment, right now.  In these instances I leave my classroom both enlivened and improved for having had the opportunity to listen to you.

The transformations that come from the work we will do here may not happen immediately within the walls of my classroom; in fact, I suspect it rarely does.  The real, abiding, intractable changes in the way we think, feel, and live largely come in small, sneaking, and mostly silent sensations months or even years later, but the seeds are planted now, here in a learning community intent upon activating your desire for growth.  I know this to be true, and teaching with this truth in mind makes me believe whole-heartedly that my lofty ambition to ignite a spirit of transformation in my students is not beyond reach.  I can see transformation hovering above our heads during a heated classroom debater when a student comes into my office to discuss an assignment they’re struggling with.  Transformation is palpable in these moments.

The great Irish poet William Butler Yeats reportedly once declared, “education is not the filling of a pail but the lighting of a fire.”  It is an assertion that doesn’t really sound like Yeats, and has actually proven difficult to attribute to Yeats, but regardless of whether or not a famous poet uttered these words, they are undeniably true.  Fires are hard to extinguish; they indelibly alter the landscape through which they blaze, and they are the building blocks of rebirth, renewal, and transformation in the natural world.  At Gonzaga the faculty is called to do much more than dispense droplets of knowledge onto our students while holding back a greater reservoir for ourselves. We, the faculty, will offer you fuel; we’ll supply you with matches, but only you can ignite the fire within.


Professor Katey Roden is a lecturer in the Gonzaga English Department, often teaching courses such as ENGL 102: Intro to Literature. Look for her name when you get your student schedules in August; you’d be lucky to have her as a professor!

 IGNITE Question: “Cura Personalis” is not simply a term we use capriciously. Reflect on how you will live this through during your Gonzaga experience. How will you begin your academic journey and implement this notion of “care for the whole person”?

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6 Responses to “Academic Read #6: Teaching to Transform”

  • I love the cura personalis motto. I just got into that floor in Coughlin! I think that is probably a sign that cura personalis will be a big part of my life, especially throughout my Gonzaga experience. I am fascinated by the growth of the mind, body, and spirit. I do not know exactly where I will start but I plan to find the cura personalis meaning in my life in these coming years. I am extatic to experience this wonderful faculty so this post really got me excited to start my academic life at Gonzaga!

    • Hi Ali!
      I’m so excited that you got into the dorm you wanted. A few of my friends lived in Coughlin my freshman year and I was so jealous of them! It’s a great dorm and I think you’ll really like it. I am also excited that you are so inspired by cura personalis. Cura personalis is a large part of your Gonzaga experience and I think there are tons of opportunities to integrate it throughout your Gonzaga journey! Keep commenting on the blogs!

      Garick Sherburn
      Small Groups and Catering Manager, O-Core 2014

  • First of all, I must say how loved this post made me feel! If I can feel so much love and care through a screen, I can only begin to imagine how being a part of Gonzaga’s community will transform my mind, body, and spirit. My spark already feels ignited knowing that I will be living in a community that cares so much about the transformation that will occur in each and every one of us, a community that will challenge and encourage us to become the best humans we can be. As I discovered throughout high school, there was a direct relationship between the passion of my teachers and fellow classmates, and the impact the class had upon not just my learning but on my growth as a person. So as a member of the beautiful Gonzaga community, I will begin my implementation of Cura Personalis by being present, and open to the challenges that not only my whole self will be faced with, but the challenges those around me are also facing. Whether it is in the classroom, during orientation, or on the somewhat frightening journey of meeting all the people who are on this journey too; I will be a passionate learner, observer, and whole-hearted friend. I am excited for the opportunity to learn from people who embrace Cura Personalis, and to see how living in such a community ignites the spirit of transformation within myself, and my fellow zags!

    • Hi Taylor,
      Reading your post made my day! Welcome into the wonderful community that is Gonzaga; if you embrace all the opportunities it provides, you won’t regret a thing! The lesson of learning how to ‘be present,’ as you referred to, is one that is much easier said than done. I didn’t truly understand what it meant until I went on Gonzaga’s Mission:Possible trip to Browning, Montana my sophomore year, where I spent a week alongside children on the Reservation who had faced so much heartbreak, poverty, and lost hope. It was then where I learned the value the art of being present, of fully engaging in the people around me and just being there. Cura Personalis is not an easy task; to holistically care for your mind, body, and spirit will be quite a challenge. But it is also the most rewarding and fruitful, helping shape you into the person you’re supposed to be.

      Hope you’re having a great summer,
      Megan Soldati
      Academics & Special Populations Manager

  • One of the times I visited Gonzaga, my mom and I visited the chapel and there was a student in there as well. As we were walking through the chapel, she walked up to us and introduced herself to us and asked us questions like if we liked the chapel, where we were from, and if we had any questions about Gonzaga. She also told us about herself and shared some of her experiences of Gonzaga. She really make me interested in Gonzaga and while I visited other colleges, I think she was always in the back of my mind and I think I always compared other students at other schools to her. None of the other students at other schools were quiet as enthusiastic or as helpful as she was. She made Gonzaga look like a place that was right for me because she showed me the community that Gonzaga is. She ignited a passion in me for Gonzaga and if she could do this to me then I look forward to what the professors will ignite in me. I am sure that each and everyone of them that I have will help me to develop every part of myself to the best that it can be to help me become the best whole person that I can be.

    • Hi Julia, One of the parts of Gonzaga that has meant to the most to me has been the faculty and staff. I have found that many of the faculty and staff are truly invested into my life and my passions. I cannot count the number of times that walked into one of my professors in the hallway and just chatted for an hour or more. I hope that you can find the same experiences and support from Gonzaga’s amazing community!

      Kevin McFeely
      Activities Manager

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